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I’m in love with 2 and a half people at the same time. Yeahp. 

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franticscrawls:

Whoops look what I did. October 30th, 2012, one of two that day.

Riot is in fact one of my nicknames and my modeling handle. Obviously it is done in the same sort of font/style as one of Paramore’s album covers. This is because Paramore helped keep me alive a few years ago, and lit a fire in me which brought me to be who I am today.

Thanks y’all!  

Basia Kaminska (dear friend and fellow Girl of Oni) @

Empty Decks Tattoos.

Yeah this happened

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The Plot to Steal a Skull (Part two)

Somebody asked me about you today.

I smiled that smile you adore

And got that excited look in my eye

I get when I speak of things I care about. 

I began gesticulating with my hands 

You prefer out of your face. 

Maybe I could have told them

How your laugh is loud like mine,

But sweeter.

Or that I get a bit nervous slipping

My hand into yours 

Because my hands sweat a ridiculous amount

On their own.

Maybe even about how 

You look wonderful when you’re sleepy.

Alas, all I said was I hoped you were well

And you visited me when I was away and

You agreed to watch horror films with me. 

That was enough. 

    • #poetry
  • 6 months ago
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Sarah McLachlan is one sonofabitch.

I thought you were trying to

Kiss me this morning

While I applied your eyeliner kohl.

I thought you were just sleepy this morning. 

I saw you today,

Leaning forward slowly,

Eyes half open.

I saw you today,

Slothing around and

Uncoordinated. 

I watched you five minutes ago

From my perch on the stair landing.

I watched you stumble right past me

And struggle with the first step. 

“Are you drunk?”

My eyes widened in fear as you

Swirled around sloppily to face me.

My eyes narrowed while you

Staggered to plop down to my right. 

Breathily, slurring, “Ambien…and…heroin.”

My heart dropped in uncalled for disappointment as I 

Realised my suspicions were correct, and vocalised that.

My heart sighed as

I figured I could assist him, without a word.

We said, “Yeah…Yeah…”

    • #poetry
    • #dear Nicky
  • 6 months ago
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“I’m not sure why I got upset but it was upsetting.”

A foot apart

We playfully battled over

The position of your jacket’s zipper.

We had no idea who we were

Or what we would become. 

This is why I now regret:

In that moment you stepped

Closer and completely undid

My hoodie and we

Looked up at each other

With your hands at my waist;

Not

Kissing you.

Ever. 

    • #poetry
    • #dear ashley
  • 6 months ago
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“Shouldn’t drink coffee… Get me an iced mocha?”

I used to be a poet. 

Now I scrawl endlessly

In internal monologue.

Now I sit and sweat,

An empty shell-

Full of swirling images

Of words I cannot reproduce

Like the old me;

A shell full of alcohol and

Liquid happiness.

I used to be a poet. 

Now I am a member of a

Dead society. 

I flow with soul and ink

And I am magnificent.

I am full and alive and

My eyes are blurred.

They say I am okay. 

I am okay. 

I am a poet, and more. 

Like they say, 

I am quite mysterious. 

(18-10-12)

    • #poetry
  • 6 months ago
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“……well that escalated quickly.”

I now find it odd
That I woke up next to you
Every other day.
I crave that now, is all.
Maybe after one of those nights
When your hands would scrape
All over my body,
While mine destroyed and enraptured yours.
You fervently run your fingers down my skin-
Once, you tore my belly freckle off.
My flesh has been under your fingernails,
Between your teeth,
In your mind.
I’d wake you up with a kiss and
I’d growl back at your stomach when it hurt and
I’d leave bruises and scratches and memories
All over you.
Every week.
Waking up by myself every other day.

    • #poetry
    • #dear Racine
  • 7 months ago
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It’s like a frat house in here!

She sits.
She shakes.
She doesn’t eat,
Except to survive.
She purges her mind,
Her insanity,
Her family.
I found the residue once.
Concern twists into suspicion
And back again.
She is showered with sweetness,
But sugar turns into weight,
Shortly after it’s lifted from
Her shoulders and her heart.
I try my best.
She walks quickly to escape
Her version of failure.
Her shakes are thick
To help her be thin.
She is a beautiful creature.

    • #scrawls
    • #poetry
    • #dear Rina
  • 7 months ago
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The Plot to Steal a Skull

What’s with the eyes?
What’s with your face?
Reluctant?
Timid?
Empty.
Paranoid.
Closer…
Closer…
Nothing.
You give me nothing.
What a bitch I am.

    • #scrawls
    • #poetry
  • 7 months ago
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Visual Puns

franticscrawls:

What do the mirrors say?

What does my smile say?

What does your blood say?

I’ll see you running.

I’ll set you running.

I’ll keep you running. 

    • #poetry
  • 7 months ago > franticscrawls
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